Whipeeeeee....
Exam this semester is quite crappy, I must say...
But for now, after my last exam on the 30th, then im off to holiday mood land...
I'm actually going to Singapore this holiday. I'm very excited to meet my singaporean friends, namely: Shin Pei, Hannah, Teresa, Wei Han and Geok Lan... At the same time, I can't help but worry. I'm going there alone with my mom... n i have this tendencies of getting lost.... bahhhh... (biting nails). n i dun actually have any plans... i was saying it to my mom, n she, without a second thought agreed. wat was i actually thinking? LOL
OH CRAP!! i totally forgot that i have JLPT exam on the 5th... ahhh shuckssss... there goes my holiday planning after the 30th...
Friday, November 27, 2009
Sunday, August 30, 2009
The Orphan
Deceive not of her innocent look
I just watched 'the orphan' for the midnight show with two of my very good friends at the mall, Gadong.... What I can say about the movie is, it is a very well plotted movie and everything will make sense at the end of the movie. I was clutching the collar of my shirt up to my ears everytime, the movie gets intense. I definitely give this movie a two thumbs up... We can't even stop talking in the car. I definitely want to buy the DVD once it's released. Until then, enjoy it in the cinema... By the way, the name of the child is Esther.... AND I'd like to say, there really is something wrong with Esther.... Definitely wrong...
Oh and one final thing, I apologise for the long absence... I hope I can update this more often. But I'll see about it....
Sunday, April 5, 2009
Making a come back
Hi...
It has been a while....
But here I am, making a new come back... hee hee
As you are all aware, I had not been keeping my promises for the past months.
So sorry for that...
So stay tune for more updates... *wink wink*
It has been a while....
But here I am, making a new come back... hee hee
As you are all aware, I had not been keeping my promises for the past months.
So sorry for that...
So stay tune for more updates... *wink wink*
Saturday, January 3, 2009
In loving memory of...
Death... A fate that is shared by everyone...Wealth... Age... Possession... all does not matter... It will not put a stopper to death..
In the morning of New Year... On the very day that we should be celebrating... A bad news greeted us... Dumfounded, all I could say was:"Which grandma?" Behind my eyes, my thoughts were: "This can't be happening! It shouldn't be happening!! I refused to believe it... I have to see this with my own eyes..." Guilt pressured my chest... COnfusion swirled at the back of my mind... A little twinge of sadness haunted my heart... Fear choked my lungs... For all matters, I no.. we had lost our loved one...
As I set my eyes on her, her face was serene although pale, her body did not move... She couldn't be sleeping... She could have gone miles away from here... Tears streaked down my cheeks as I kissed her forehead... This is it. The last day that I could lay my eyes on her. This is it. The forever goodbye. It pained me to hear my other younger relatives asking for explanation: "Dad, why are you crying?" "Grandma, why are you lying over there?" They could not understand, not being able to fathom death out of their innocent mind...
As they carried the coffin to the grave, the tears that I held on bursts... There wasn't time for ego... There couldn't be time... Grief, no sumting beyond grief filled my heart... I felt empty, the heat radiated from her and the sustenance that she gave weren't present anymore. Walking on the jagged pebbled road barefootd, it seemed appropriate for me... Like a punishment for not saying a proper goodbye... The skin that were spliited open, the wounds that were sheared from my skin, the blood that gushed out from the wound, nothing is to be compared to the sorrow that I felt...
The time has finnaly come... This is our final goodbye... No more grandma to look after us anymore. No more grandma for us to kiss or shake hands with. No more grandma to visit to in the hospital... For god had given her the wonders... For god had loved the grandma more than we ever loved her. For God had ended her endless suffering...
Goodbye grandma, we love you... You're forever in our heart...
In the morning of New Year... On the very day that we should be celebrating... A bad news greeted us... Dumfounded, all I could say was:"Which grandma?" Behind my eyes, my thoughts were: "This can't be happening! It shouldn't be happening!! I refused to believe it... I have to see this with my own eyes..." Guilt pressured my chest... COnfusion swirled at the back of my mind... A little twinge of sadness haunted my heart... Fear choked my lungs... For all matters, I no.. we had lost our loved one...
As I set my eyes on her, her face was serene although pale, her body did not move... She couldn't be sleeping... She could have gone miles away from here... Tears streaked down my cheeks as I kissed her forehead... This is it. The last day that I could lay my eyes on her. This is it. The forever goodbye. It pained me to hear my other younger relatives asking for explanation: "Dad, why are you crying?" "Grandma, why are you lying over there?" They could not understand, not being able to fathom death out of their innocent mind...
As they carried the coffin to the grave, the tears that I held on bursts... There wasn't time for ego... There couldn't be time... Grief, no sumting beyond grief filled my heart... I felt empty, the heat radiated from her and the sustenance that she gave weren't present anymore. Walking on the jagged pebbled road barefootd, it seemed appropriate for me... Like a punishment for not saying a proper goodbye... The skin that were spliited open, the wounds that were sheared from my skin, the blood that gushed out from the wound, nothing is to be compared to the sorrow that I felt...
The time has finnaly come... This is our final goodbye... No more grandma to look after us anymore. No more grandma for us to kiss or shake hands with. No more grandma to visit to in the hospital... For god had given her the wonders... For god had loved the grandma more than we ever loved her. For God had ended her endless suffering...
Goodbye grandma, we love you... You're forever in our heart...
May you rest in peace
Siti Hajar binti Abdullah Dato Maharaja Setia Dian a.k.a Linggang binti Dato Maharaja Setia Dian.
Thursday, December 4, 2008
5 Gone, 1 More To Go...
Phew!! What a week?! Or was it two weeks? Doesn't really matter, but what matter is, I will be having my last paper this Saturday! YAY!!! Shout out for freedom>_<. Wait... Not just yet... Gosh I almost forget. Gee, I had to zoom back to Kaybee after the exam this Saturday and probably having no rest 'cause we're having a party that night (Come on, give a break)...
Huh?! What? You want to know how I felt for the exam papers? You're a nosy one, aren't you. haha. Well, to sum up all the 5 papers I sat, of course IT WAS HELL... I barely rest revising and because of that, I think I need to wear spec.
My first paper was CT: Maths, so far so good I think. I wrote a lot in the paper and I'm not sure whether I was answering the questions or not. Most importantly, I was embarrassed on that day. Hmph, I refused to let you know.
The second paper was Research for teachers. The 18 of us, predicted that the exam will be very difficult, so the day before I went to mami's house and revise (me and Tajul spent overnight there). As usual, I overslept so we did our last minute revision during that morning, and thank GOD, mami helped me a lot. If it was'nt for her, who knows, I might flung the paper.
The third paper was Japanese Language. So far, I think the paper was ok. But I overslept again so I didnt read much on that day but I think I manage to get the hang of it. Learning the kanji stuff was crazy. I almost gave up on that day. It was the first I felt stressed studying the language.
The fourth was Individual difference. I felt less confident of scoring the paper high, 'cause the lecturer's so unpredictable. On top of that I did fairly bad in my coursework. So getting a C, would of course be a relief.
The paper I had this morning was Maths 1. Last night, we (me and Ain) went to Mena's house again. I thought we had fun though- begila kajap. bang bang bang bang bang haha super annoying. But like the old saying foretold: "ketawa awal2, menangis nanti2. Well I dunno the exact saying but yeah, the paper today was by far the most difficult of all. I left many of them unanswered. I hope I can score an overall of C for all 6 papers.
Fuh, now that was tiring. Huh...? Xcuse me? Why am I doing all the typing? Well, for starters, I havent updated my blog for a long time, so I guess you guys might want a little update.
But worry not, I will be updating sometime next week after my trip to ..... (oopsy). Until then, see ya!!
Huh?! What? You want to know how I felt for the exam papers? You're a nosy one, aren't you. haha. Well, to sum up all the 5 papers I sat, of course IT WAS HELL... I barely rest revising and because of that, I think I need to wear spec.
My first paper was CT: Maths, so far so good I think. I wrote a lot in the paper and I'm not sure whether I was answering the questions or not. Most importantly, I was embarrassed on that day. Hmph, I refused to let you know.
The second paper was Research for teachers. The 18 of us, predicted that the exam will be very difficult, so the day before I went to mami's house and revise (me and Tajul spent overnight there). As usual, I overslept so we did our last minute revision during that morning, and thank GOD, mami helped me a lot. If it was'nt for her, who knows, I might flung the paper.
The third paper was Japanese Language. So far, I think the paper was ok. But I overslept again so I didnt read much on that day but I think I manage to get the hang of it. Learning the kanji stuff was crazy. I almost gave up on that day. It was the first I felt stressed studying the language.
The fourth was Individual difference. I felt less confident of scoring the paper high, 'cause the lecturer's so unpredictable. On top of that I did fairly bad in my coursework. So getting a C, would of course be a relief.
The paper I had this morning was Maths 1. Last night, we (me and Ain) went to Mena's house again. I thought we had fun though- begila kajap. bang bang bang bang bang haha super annoying. But like the old saying foretold: "ketawa awal2, menangis nanti2. Well I dunno the exact saying but yeah, the paper today was by far the most difficult of all. I left many of them unanswered. I hope I can score an overall of C for all 6 papers.
Fuh, now that was tiring. Huh...? Xcuse me? Why am I doing all the typing? Well, for starters, I havent updated my blog for a long time, so I guess you guys might want a little update.
But worry not, I will be updating sometime next week after my trip to ..... (oopsy). Until then, see ya!!
Monday, November 24, 2008
Radical Dreamers... The unstolen Jewel
kurono kurosu no gemu o shiteimasuka? It means, do you know a game called chrono cross? Well, today I'm going to talk something about it. And before that, I would like to apologise for my long absence... Gomenasai
If you ever finished playing the game, you probably remember the ending song. The ending song has been one of the first japanese songs that I really like (I still love it). It sounded peaceful and... oh i dunno how to describe it. It's not just the music that captivates me but the meaning of the lyrics as well. Here, I will give you the romaji as well the translation of the song. It is called Radical Dreamers by the way sung by Noriko Mitose... Two thumbs up and another Two toes up, haha
Osanai te ni tsutsunda Clasped in my young hands...
Furueteru sono hikari wo Is a light which makes me tremble
Koko made tadotte kita I followed it all the way here
Jikan no fuchi wo samayoui Traveling along the edges of time itself
Sagashi tsuzukete kita yo I am still searching for you
Namae sae shiranai keredo Even though I don't even know your name
Tada hitotsu no omoi wo There is just this one small memory...
Anata ni te watashi takute That I wanted to share with you
Toki wa ai mo itami mo Time is love and hurt
Fukaku dakitome Embrace it well
Keshiteku kedo watashi wa oboeteiru I will never forget these feelings
Zutto... Forever...
Watashi no mune no oku ni In the depths of my chest
Itsukaraka hibiite iita It has been echoing for some time now
Yotsuyu no shizuku yori mo More silent than even a fog
Kasuka na sasayaki dakedo This is more like a faint whisper
Itetsuku hoshi no yami-e Destined to reach the darkened stars....
Tsumugu inori ga Is a spinning prayer
To'oi anata no sora ni Your sky is far in the distance...
Todoku you ni But it will still reach you
Well, there we are... I hope you like the lyrics...
Here, if you want to watch the ending theme of Chrono Cross, click on this link http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZxYzJsRM_Ow&feature=related or you can just check on my friendster to see the video...
If you ever finished playing the game, you probably remember the ending song. The ending song has been one of the first japanese songs that I really like (I still love it). It sounded peaceful and... oh i dunno how to describe it. It's not just the music that captivates me but the meaning of the lyrics as well. Here, I will give you the romaji as well the translation of the song. It is called Radical Dreamers by the way sung by Noriko Mitose... Two thumbs up and another Two toes up, haha
Osanai te ni tsutsunda Clasped in my young hands...
Furueteru sono hikari wo Is a light which makes me tremble
Koko made tadotte kita I followed it all the way here
Jikan no fuchi wo samayoui Traveling along the edges of time itself
Sagashi tsuzukete kita yo I am still searching for you
Namae sae shiranai keredo Even though I don't even know your name
Tada hitotsu no omoi wo There is just this one small memory...
Anata ni te watashi takute That I wanted to share with you
Toki wa ai mo itami mo Time is love and hurt
Fukaku dakitome Embrace it well
Keshiteku kedo watashi wa oboeteiru I will never forget these feelings
Zutto... Forever...
Watashi no mune no oku ni In the depths of my chest
Itsukaraka hibiite iita It has been echoing for some time now
Yotsuyu no shizuku yori mo More silent than even a fog
Kasuka na sasayaki dakedo This is more like a faint whisper
Itetsuku hoshi no yami-e Destined to reach the darkened stars....
Tsumugu inori ga Is a spinning prayer
To'oi anata no sora ni Your sky is far in the distance...
Todoku you ni But it will still reach you
Well, there we are... I hope you like the lyrics...
Here, if you want to watch the ending theme of Chrono Cross, click on this link http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZxYzJsRM_Ow&feature=related or you can just check on my friendster to see the video...
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
Update! =p
PS 1218 mini project.
"love you guys punya work!" (tikah, 2008)
tan and hajah amal
"love you guys punya work!" (tikah, 2008)
tan and hajah amal
from left: jasmine, tan, hjh amal and filzah kambang =p
"discussion" =pwere we, no?
hahaha~
fifiey and tan
this was supposed to be candid.afif, filzah and rabil inda ikut arahan =p
afif and tan*gambar paksa*
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